π₯ Bonus Chapter: Private Tutoring β The Pop Quiz
An exclusive scene from Booked Solid by My Tutor β too hot for Amazon.
The MCAT flashcards were a prop.
Ethan knew it. Cassian knew it. The entire apartment β the two mugs, the three plants, the second pillow, the growing evidence of a life shared rather than solitary β knew it. But the fiction was part of the foreplay, and theyβd both committed to the bit.
βThe rules are simple,β Ethan said, settling onto the kitchen counter with the flashcard stack in his hand and a grin that would have gotten him expelled from any institution that still believed in decorum. βYou ask me questions. If I get the answer right, I get a point. If I get it wrong, you get a point.β
βAnd the stakes?β Cassian was leaning against the opposite counter, arms crossed, glasses on. Heβd come home from the lab twenty minutes ago and hadnβt changed yet β still in his button-down with the sleeves pushed up, still ink-stained at the fingertips, still looking like a man who could ruin your GPA and your composure in the same sentence.
βFirst to five points gets to be in charge for the rest of the night. Full control. The other person does whatever theyβre told.β
Cassianβs eyebrow rose. βYouβre proposing a competition for sexual dominance based on biochemistry knowledge.β
βIβm proposing an incentive structure. You taught me that.β
βI taught you enzyme kinetics.β
βSame energy.β
He uncrossed his arms. Took the flashcards from Ethanβs hand. Their fingers touched during the transfer and neither of them pretended not to notice.
βFirst question,β Cassian said, flipping the top card. βName the three stop codons.β
βUAA, UAG, UGA.β
βCorrect. One-zero.β
βToo easy. Harder.β
Cassianβs eyes darkened. βCareful what you ask for.β He flipped another card. βDescribe the mechanism by which aminoacyl-tRNA synthetase ensures fidelity during translation.β
Ethan answered. Correctly. In detail. While sitting on the kitchen counter in Cassianβs henley and nothing else from the waist down except boxer briefs, because heβd decided that wardrobe was part of the incentive structure and Cassian hadnβt objected.
Two-zero.
Cassian set the flashcards down. βYouβre not playing fair.β
βIβm playing to win. You taught me that too.β
βI didnβt teach you to weaponize your thighs.β
βThat was self-taught.β
Cassian crossed the kitchen. Stood between Ethanβs knees. Picked up the next card with one hand and placed his other hand on Ethanβs bare thigh β high, warm, his thumb tracing the inner seam of muscle.
βWhat enzyme catalyzes the committed step in glycolysis?β
The thumb moved. Slow circle. Ethanβs breath shortened.
βPhosphofructokinase-1. PFK-1. Catalyzes the phosphorylation of fructose-6-phosphate to fructose-1,6-bisphosphate. Allosterically activated by AMP, inhibited by ATP and citrate.β His voice was steady. Barely. βThree-zero.β
Cassianβs hand slid higher. His fingers traced the elastic edge of Ethanβs boxer briefs, feather-light. He flipped the next card.
βDescribe the Henderson-Hasselbalch equation and its clinical application in arterial blood gas analysis.β
His hand slipped under the fabric. Ethanβs abs clenched. His thighs tightened around Cassianβs hips.
βpH equals pKa plus log of conjugate base over acid,β Ethan managed, his voice thinning. Cassianβs hand wrapped around him, warm and deliberate. βClinically itβs used to determine whether acidosis or alkalosis is respiratory or metabolic in β fuck, Cass β in origin.β
βIs that your final answer?β Cassian murmured against his ear, hand moving with slow, precise rhythm.
βFour-zero,β Ethan breathed. βOne more and I win.β
Cassian pulled back. Removed his hand. Set the flashcards aside entirely.
βLast question. No card. Iβm going off-script.β
He stepped between Ethanβs legs. Put both hands on the counter, framing Ethanβs hips. Leaned in until their faces were inches apart.
βWhatβs the mechanism by which repeated paired stimulation of a neutral stimulus with an unconditioned stimulus produces a conditioned response?β
βThatβs not biochemistry. Thatβs psychology.β
βThe MCAT covers behavioral sciences. Answer the question.β
βClassical conditioning. The neutral stimulus β in this case, the word βgoodβ β is repeatedly paired with an unconditioned stimulus β your mouth, your hands, the sound of your voice when I get an answer right β until the neutral stimulus alone produces the conditioned response.β
βWhich is?β
βI get hard every time someone says βgoodβ in an academic context and itβs ruining my life.β
Cassian laughed. The real laugh. Then he leaned in and whispered, right against Ethanβs mouth: βGood.β
Ethan grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him in and kissed him so hard the flashcards scattered off the counter.
βFive-zero,β Ethan said against his mouth. βI win. Youβre mine tonight.β
βIβm yours every night.β
βTonight youβre mine specifically.β
He pushed Cassian backward. Through the kitchen, down the hall, into the bedroom that was theirs now β two pillows, three plants, a nightstand where wire-rimmed glasses lived beside a water glass.
Ethan pulled Cassianβs shirt open. Buttons, not torn β theyβd moved past the frantic stage into something more deliberate. He pushed the shirt off Cassianβs shoulders, traced the scar on his wrist, kissed the hollow of his throat.
βLie down,β Ethan said.
Cassian lay down. On his back. Looking up at Ethan with gray eyes that held no mask, no composure, no clinical distance. Just trust and want and the quiet willingness of a man who had learned to let someone take care of him.
Ethan straddled him. Pulled the henley over his own head. Pressed his hands flat on Cassianβs chest.
βYou know what I love about you?β Ethan said, leaning down, mouth against Cassianβs ear.
βMy allosteric regulation research?β
βYour everything.β He kissed below Cassianβs ear. His jaw. The corner of his mouth. βYour stupid glasses. Your ink-stained fingers. The way you cook pasta like itβs a lab protocol. The way you say my name.β
βEthan.β
βJust like that.β
He kissed down Cassianβs body. Slowly. Taking his time because heβd won the game and the prize was this: the chance to worship this man without a clock or a locked door or a single reason to stop.
He undid Cassianβs belt. Pulled his pants down. Took him in his mouth with focused attention, and Cassianβs hand went to his hair β not guiding, not directing, just holding on β and the sound he made was Ethanβs name, said like a prayer.
Ethan brought him close. Then stopped. Climbed up his body. Pressed their foreheads together.
βI want you inside me,β Ethan said.
Cassianβs hands framed his face. βAlways.β
They moved together. No performance. No power dynamic. No arrangement or compensation. Just the rhythm theyβd built β their rhythm, specific and practiced and still capable of surprise β and the sounds they made were honest and unhurried and full.
Cassian pressed into him slowly, his hands on Ethanβs hips, his eyes on Ethanβs face. Theyβd learned each otherβs bodies with the thoroughness of scientists and the tenderness of people in love, and the combination was devastating every time.
Ethan rode him. Controlled the pace. Set the rhythm. And Cassian let him, watching from below with those gray eyes that had seen him failing and drowning and fighting and succeeding and had never, not once, looked away.
βYouβre everything,β Cassian said. The words heβd first spoken in this bed, months ago. He said them now with the easy certainty of a man who had run the experiment enough times to trust the result. βYouβre everything, Ethan.β
βSay it again.β
βYouβre everything.β
βAgain.β
βYouβreββ
He came. Mid-word, mid-sentence, mid-declaration. Ethan followed, with Cassianβs hand on him and Cassianβs voice in his ears and the absolute, bone-deep certainty that he was exactly where he was supposed to be.
After. Tangled. Breathing. The plant on the nightstand casting a small green shadow in the lamplight.
βI got every question right,β Ethan said.
βYou did.β
βIβm going to ace the MCAT.β
βI know.β
βAnd then medical school.β
βOr marine biology.β
Ethan lifted his head from Cassianβs chest. βYou remembered that?β
βI remember everything about you. The whales. The blue whale poster. The ocean you dreamed about before someone told you it wasnβt practical.β
βYou think I should study the ocean?β
βI think you should study whatever makes you look the way you look when you talk about deep-sea biology documentaries at 11 PM on a Tuesday.β
Ethan pressed his face into Cassianβs chest and felt the laugh before he heard it β the vibration, the warmth, the sound of a man who had learned to be happy and was still surprised by it every time.
βI love you,β Ethan said.
βI love you too.β No rehearsal. No precision. Just the truth, easy and warm, the simplest mechanism in the world.
On the windowsill, three small plants reached toward the light.
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