Roommates with Safe Words by Jace Wilder

The Anniversary Protocol — Exclusive Bonus Chapter

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⚠️ This chapter contains extremely explicit MM sexual content including full role reversal, extended D/s, praise kink deployed in reverse, edging, multiple positions, and graphic language. Reader discretion advised. 18+ only.


The Anniversary Protocol

Adrian’s POV — Set one year after the novel


The whiteboard said Anniversary: Adrian plans tonight.

Noah had written it two weeks ago in his looping green marker, the same handwriting that had been annotating their shared life for twelve months. He’d circled it. Added a small drawing of a cake. Then, underneath in smaller letters: I trust you.

Three words. The same three words that had built everything between them — the colors, the kneeling, the protocol, the apartment that had stopped being a living arrangement and become a life. I trust you. The most dangerous sentence in Adrian Vale’s vocabulary, except when it came from Noah, in which case it was the only sentence that mattered.

Adrian had been planning for two weeks. Quietly. Methodically. With the same precision he applied to legal briefs and clerkship memos, except instead of case law, the research materials were twelve months of learning exactly how Noah Mercer’s body responded to praise, to pressure, to the particular quality of authority in a voice he’d been trained to obey.

Tonight, the training ran in reverse.


Noah came home at six to an apartment that had been transformed. Not dramatically — that wasn’t their style. But the overhead lights were off. Candles on every surface. The bed was made with fresh sheets. And Adrian was standing in the bedroom doorway in dark jeans and a black button-down, barefoot, his sleeves rolled to the forearm, looking like a man who had decided something and was not interested in discussion.

“Happy anniversary,” Adrian said.

Noah set down his bag. His eyes moved from the candles to Adrian’s face to Adrian’s rolled sleeves to the open bedroom door. His pupils dilated visibly.

“What’s happening?” Noah asked.

“Tonight, I’m in charge.”

Noah’s lips parted. For a man who had spent twelve months being the steady, authoritative center of their dynamic, the sentence hit him somewhere primal. Adrian watched the impact cross his face: surprise, arousal, and the particular vulnerability of a man being told to relinquish the role he’d built his identity around.

“Color?” Adrian asked.

Noah’s mouth curved. The grin. “Green. Extremely green.”

“Then take your clothes off and get on the bed.”


Watching Noah undress was different from this angle. Usually Adrian was the one stripping — layer by layer, at Noah’s direction, each piece removed as an act of surrender. Tonight he stood by the door, fully clothed, and watched Noah pull his shirt over his head, push his jeans down, step out of his boxers. Every familiar inch of him presented to Adrian not as the body of the man in charge, but as the body of the man who was choosing, for one night, to be held.

Noah stood naked in the bedroom. His cock was already half-hard. He looked at Adrian with an expression that was half challenge, half offering.

“On the bed,” Adrian said. “Hands above your head.”

Noah went. Lay on his back, arms stretched above him, his body long and broad against the white sheets. Adrian’s throat went dry at the sight — Noah Mercer, laid out, waiting, obeying. The man who had spent a year telling Adrian what to do was lying in their bed with his hands above his head because Adrian had told him to.

Adrian crossed to the nightstand. Picked up the cotton binding. Noah’s eyes tracked the cloth, and his cock twitched — visibly, involuntarily.

“You’ve spent a year tying me up and taking me apart,” Adrian said, wrapping the cloth around Noah’s wrists. “I’ve been paying attention.” He knotted it to the headboard. “I learned from the best.”

Noah pulled against the binding. His abs contracted. His mouth was open, his breathing already shallow, and Adrian hadn’t touched anything below his collarbones.

“You’re already shaking,” Adrian observed. He placed one fingertip at the hollow of Noah’s throat and drew it downward — slow, featherlight. Noah’s body arched into the contact.

“Usually I’m not tied to a headboard by a man in a button-down,” Noah managed.

Adrian unbuttoned his shirt. One button at a time. Deliberately slow — the same technique Noah had used on him their first night together. He watched Noah watch him, watched Noah’s eyes track each button, watched his cock stiffen fully against his stomach. He let the shirt fall.

“I’m going to use your own playbook on you,” Adrian said. “Every technique. Every edge. Every word you’ve ever used to take me apart.” He leaned down, mouth brushing Noah’s ear. “And I was a very good student.”

Noah groaned. Low, involuntary, the sound of a man who had built a monster and was about to be devoured by it.

Adrian started with his mouth. He mapped Noah’s body — throat, chest, nipples, ribs, the cut of muscle at his hips — adding narration, because he’d learned that words were as devastating as touch.

“This spot,” Adrian said, biting the junction of Noah’s neck and shoulder. “When I bite here, you make a sound you don’t make anywhere else.” He bit harder. Noah gasped, his wrists straining. “There it is.”

He moved lower. Mouth on Noah’s nipple — tongue circling, teeth grazing. Noah’s back arched off the mattress.

“You never let me do this,” Adrian murmured against his skin. “You’re always the one working me over. Tonight you receive. Every single thing.”

He skipped Noah’s cock entirely, pressing his mouth to the inside of his thigh, and Noah made a sound that was half laugh, half agony.

“You absolute bastard,” Noah breathed.

“I learned from the best,” Adrian said, and took Noah into his mouth.

He sucked him deep. Slow. With the devastating patience Noah had taught him. Noah shouted. His hips bucked. Adrian pinned them down and held him there, mouth working, tongue circling the crown, and Noah was making sounds Adrian had never heard from this angle — raw, undone, the sounds of a man discovering what it felt like to be run.

Adrian brought him to the edge. Felt the telltale tension. Pulled off.

Fuck—” Noah’s hips chased his mouth. “Adrian, you can’t—”

“Count,” Adrian said.

Noah stared at him. His eyes were dark, glazed, wide with disbelief.

Count,” Adrian repeated.

“One,” Noah whispered.

“Good boy.”

The words detonated. Noah’s whole body jerked — a full-body spasm, his cock twitching, a moan ripped from his chest. Good boy. Two words Noah had spent twelve months giving to Adrian, hearing them aimed at himself for the first time.

“Oh my God,” Noah breathed. “Is that what that feels like?”

“Every time,” Adrian said. “Every single time you say it.” He crawled up Noah’s body. Kissed him deep and filthy. “Now you know.”

He edged Noah three more times. Mouth, then hands, then fingers. He prepped Noah with deliberate care, watching Noah’s face as one finger became two, as the stretch shifted from intrusion to invitation, as the sounds Noah made evolved from gasps to moans to Adrian’s name on repeat.

“You’re so good,” Adrian murmured. “Opening up for me. Letting me see you like this. You’re always the one holding everything together. Do you know how incredible it is to watch you let that go?”

“Adrian—” Noah’s voice cracked. “I need you. Inside me. Now. Please.”

Adrian had never heard Noah say please. Not like that. Not wrecked and begging and stripped of every defense. The sound of it rewired something fundamental in his chest.

He reached up and untied Noah’s hands.

“Because I want you to hold me while I’m inside you,” Adrian said. “Arms around me. Face in my neck. I want to feel your hands.”

Noah’s expression shattered.

Adrian pushed inside him, and Noah’s arms locked around his back, and the sound he made was high and sustained and broken and perfect. Adrian moved. Deep and slow. Noah’s legs wrapped around his waist, and they found a rhythm that was theirs — not dom and sub, but two people moving together, holding each other, making sounds into each other’s skin that no one else had ever heard.

“I love you,” Adrian said. Clear. Steady. Mid-thrust. “I love you more than I am afraid of anything, and that is the bravest thing I have ever done.”

Noah came with Adrian’s name in his teeth and Adrian’s body inside his and their eyes locked, and the orgasm shook him apart so completely that Adrian felt it in his own spine and followed — buried deep, Noah’s arms tight around him, their hearts hammering in counterpoint.


Afterward, tangled in sheets, Adrian’s head on Noah’s chest, Noah’s hand in Adrian’s hair.

“Where did you learn to do that?” Noah asked. His voice was wrecked.

“From you. Every night for twelve months. You think I wasn’t taking notes?”

“I think you were taking notes, organizing them by category, and cross-referencing them with a color-coded index.”

“There may have been a spreadsheet.”

“Of course there was a spreadsheet.” Noah laughed — the real one. “Adrian?”

“Yeah?”

“Happy anniversary.”

Adrian pressed his mouth against Noah’s chest. Directly over his heart.

“Happy anniversary. Same time next year?”

“Same time every year. Same apartment. Same whiteboard. Same rules.”

“Same color.”

“Always green.”

The candles burned low. The radiator ticked. The whiteboard in the kitchen held its layers — twelve months of chore charts and color codes and one new line in Adrian’s blue handwriting:

Year one: complete. Year two: green.


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