Bi Now, Ask Questions Later

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The contractor is six-foot-six. The denial is somehow bigger.

Nathaniel Bell has always known who he is. A husband. A father. A forensic accountant. A man who makes responsible decisions. Then his marriage ends, his new brownstone begins collapsing around him, and a six-foot-six contractor walks through the front door carrying enough lumber to ruin his concentration permanently.

Luca Reyes is fifteen years younger, openly bisexual, and much too perceptive. He notices every time Nate watches his hands. Every question Nate asks about men. Every breath Nate forgets to take when Luca stands too close.

Nate wants answers. Luca refuses to become an experiment. If Nate wants him, he must ask for him.

Their professional boundaries are redrawn. Their first kiss becomes a second. Curiosity becomes hunger. And Nate discovers that the enormous man everyone assumes will take control becomes beautifully still whenever Nate tells him he has done well.

But the house has a deadline. A developer wants the property. Nate’s family thinks the relationship is another post-divorce crisis. And Luca can wait while Nate understands himself — but he will not wait forever to be publicly chosen.

Nate bought the brownstone to prove he could rebuild a life. Keeping Luca will require more than restoration. It will require him to stop hiding inside the walls.

You’ll love this book if you enjoy:

✅ Late bi-awakening with a hero who overthinks everything
✅ Giant tattooed contractor who melts for praise
✅ Smaller older hero who discovers unexpected authority
✅ “Good boy” + “sir” negotiated and earned
✅ Extreme size difference with reversed power dynamic
✅ Renovation competence meets forensic-accountant precision
✅ Real family complications (supportive ex-wife, complicated daughter)
✅ Brooklyn brownstone restoration as emotional metaphor
✅ Inferno heat — explicit, graphic, emotional (🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️)
✅ Guaranteed HEA